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 Baba kothata boddo songbedonshil tai na ?? Haan ei kothatar sathe amader oneker onek emotion joriye thake; kintu somoy r poristhitir sathe sob kichu kamon palte jete thake .. Karor kache tar baba tar " Super Hero" , karor kache abr tar sob theke kacher "Bondhu" , karor kache "Adarsha" , abr karor kache " Adviser" , karor kache sudhui "Well wisher" , karor kache " Friend , philosopher & Guide" abr karor kache sudhui " Villian". Tobe prottekta meyer jibone tar baba holo " Prothom Purush" , jar kach theke se inspired hy jiboner pothe egiye jawar jonno .

                 Jibone cholar pothe onek rokom kharap situation face korar por bujhechi je bhalo holei lok e bhalo bolbe tar kono mane nei . Amra sobai asha kori amader parents amader kono dosh , ghun bichar korar somoy bairer lok ke pradhanno na diye amader kothake age sunbe tar por bujhbe je adoo dosh ta ki sontan er naki bairer lok er bhul openion , kintu sotti e ki amader parents sei kaj ta kore ?? Karor karor hyto kore , abr karor hyto bichar korar kothai bhabe na..

        Maa ba baba dujoner moddhe ekjonke hariye felle , amra chesta kori , je jon hariye gache jibon theke take kono mote dure soriye rekhe opor jon ke akre dhore beche thakar ; sudhu bench thaka kno bolchi , nijer somostota diye opor jon ke bhalobasar , kintu adoo ki seta amra korte pari?? Hoyto pari , ba hoyto chesta korte korte eto klanto hoye pori je aste aste chesta tai baad diye dite thaki..

Amio hoyto tai korechi . Maa ke hariye felar por amio bhebechilam je baba akhon amr sob , amr baba chara amr r keu nei ei prithibite , ami ja korbo na kno baba ke janiye korbo r aste aste babar bondhu hoye uthbo , kintu 7 bochor dhore continuos chesta korar por o jokhon parini tokhon nijeke byartho bolteo monn chay na . Ami bhabtam jei rapo ta maa  er sathe thakar por eto besi toiri hoyni sei rapo ta ebr hyto toiri korte parbo kintu ; na mi bhul chilam . Parlam na: tahole ki ami sotti e byartho naki maa chole asar por baba nijer charpase emon ekta wall bniye nilo jei wall ta bhenge kono dino ami opare mane babar monn er kachei jete parlam na.. Akhon etota durotto toiri hoye gache je ami chaileo sei durotto je kibhabe metate parbo tar kono rasta e ami khuje pacchi na . Barir kake giye bolleo je ei durotto ta mite jabe ami sotti e janina. Bhalobasa kothata hyto char ta okkhoker kintu tar govirota etotai je seta hoyto sobai bojhe na. R hoyto bhasateo seta prokash kora jay na . 

Somporko gulo boddo jotil , ami sotti Janina ki kore amr sei chotobelar sei babake abr phire pabo , mone pore sei chotobelay babar hath dhore bazar jetam r ami macher dokane gelei babar kache rumal chaitam amr khub gondho lagto bole , r baba seta dekhe hasto ; Jei ektu boro hoye gelam bayna korleo baba r bazar niye jeto na .. Amr mone pore rastay kothao jawar somoy babar angul dhore jetam ; ektu boro hoare sathe sathe baba seibhabe hath dhorao chere dilo , ami kintu boro hoare poreo babar hath dhorte chaitam kintu baba rege jai bole kokhono bolte partam na . Sob bacchara babar thala theke khabar tene niye khay , kintu ei jinista korlei maa sobsomoy sudhu bolto bramhin manusher thala theke keu ki eibhabe khay ?? Amr kintu khub raag hoto r ami tokhon maa ke boltam je :" amio to Brahim,ki hoy babar thala theke kheye nile ektu?" To maa tokhon kichu na bole amay babar thalar kach theke soriye nito , ami kintu seta mante partam na , akhono hyto parina , karon amr akhono icche kore babar thala ke kheye nebo ; tarpor ekdin dui , ba tinbar babar theke kheyechilam bole baba khabar thala chure fele debar por r hath ditam na babar thalate r fol ki holo maa amay boklo r ami kede , kete bari mathay tullam , even boro hoare poreo chesta koreo parini baba ke bolte je tumi amar kache bramhin , khotriyo , boisho ba sudhro na tumi amr kache sudhu amr baba , jar kache ami amr sob abdar gulo korte pari . 

Maa chole jawar por bhablam je ebr hoyto somporko ta sohoj , sorol hoye jabe kintu sotti e ki tai holo ?? Naaa holo na boroncho durotto ro bere gelo , akhon to ek jug durotto amr r babar majhkhane hoyto konodin parbo ei durotto ta mitiye felte , hoyto ba parbo na . Hoyto khub regeo jai majhe majhe babar opor , onek ovimaan , ovijog ache babar biruddhe . Jokhon chotobelay amr sob bondhuder baba ra tader bacchader dosh gulo ke dosh bolei dekhto na tokhon hyto ami prochur boka suntam karon , okarone . Meye holeo typical meyeder moto noi bole barir lok er kacheo kom kotha sunini ami ... Hoyto ei lekhata ekta ovimaan bhora chithir moto jeta hoyto sobai porbe sobai janbe sudhu baba e janbe na ,hoyto lekha gulo pore babar mone hobe ami immature ba oporinoto , kintu tomra biswas koro egulo amr immaturity na egulo amr akkhep,jegulo hyto amr r konodino sujog hobe na babake bolar. Tobe jiboner kono more e ese hoyto amio bolteo parbo babake . R jodi ei immaturity dekhale baba amr moner kotha gulo bujhte pare to ei tuku immaturity to baan ta hain , hain na??

Somoy bere cholar sathe bere cholar sathe amio to bere cholechi r durotto berei choleche .. jiboner kono na kono more e ese prem namok bostu ta amr oporeo chepe boslo ebr jei hath ta sobsomoy babar hath ta dhorar chesta koreo jokhon r dhorte parlo na se tar premiker hath tai dhorlo , kintu er theke ro besi mushkil niye elo , ebr baba bhablo premiker hath ta dhorte onek besi bhalo lage , babar hath ta dhorar theke ; kintu trust me dujon er hath dhorar moddhe onek tofat ache , dujoner sporsho tei ekta ushnota ache tobe sei ushnotar moddhe ekta bishal farak ache , eta bodhoy sobai bojhe , amio bujhi ... Hoyto eta baba bujhte pare na hoyto amake niye possesive bole , ba hoyto ei jinista te babar  kache osobbhota . Kintu amr kache eta boddo savabik . Hoyto ekta somoy je ami babake akre dhore bachte cheyechi r amake bar bar dure thele diye  ro durer kore diyeche , hoyto ami chaileo r sei jayga ta r phire jete parini , sei kosto gulo ami kake bolbo tomrai bolo ?? Keu karor jayga nite pare na jibone r bises kore maa - babar jayga seta hole.. Maa ke hariye fele maayer je ki gurutto ei jibone seta hoyto bujhte parchi proti somoy , hoyto eibhabei sob mene nebo. Baba meyeder kache ekta aladai emotion er place tai noy ki , tomra nishchoi Oedipus complex er bapar ta jano opposite sex always attracts , tomra jeno abr sei attraction er kotha vebe niye niyo na. To r besi express na korte chai na ... Bhalo lage na kosto pete karon life to goes on karor jonno kokhono theme thake na . Jani lekha gulo khub sadharon ,eto rongiye chongiye amr dara lekha hyto hobe na ; ei jonnoi to baba bolto chotobelay amr oporinoto lekha keu chapbe na , chotobela thekei sunchi amr dara kichui hobe na , se jaak bhaloi hoyeche ja hoyeche atleast fake to hote hy na amr karor samne . R kichu korte perechi kina janina tobe ami diplomatic role play to kori na r kauke kosto deoare age atleast ek baar bhabi ami .

Hoyto jiboner sesh din porjonto babar proti amr onek ovijog r ovimaan thakbe , tao hoyto babake joriye dhore konodin bolte parbo je baba tomay onek bhalobasi , tumi kosto pele je amr buker bhetor ta fete jay kintu bojhate pari na ami. Sobsomoy bhalo thako , r sustho thako , tumi amr jiboner sob theke important manus, tumi nijeo jani na tomay kotota bhalobaasi r basbo o , tobe jor kore tomar theke ami bhalobasa chai na dur thekei tomay onek bhalobasbo ,hoyto tumi bhabcho tomar theke amr jibone onno keu onek beshi important . Kintu baba tmr jayga je amr jibone onno keu nite parbe na . Onek ovimaan amr jome ache , hoyto konodin bolbo tomay , jibone sob theke boro gift tumi amr , tumi chara je ami ostittohin . 

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